I'm presuming this is autobiographical, the question being where will this go? Is your life interesting enough to write a book/short story about?
I know mine isn't, I think you need to distinguish between fiction and autobiography to move forward.
"I think maybe I will re-phrase my self profile of myself and substitute the forsaken word boring into mmmm lets see, ok the word I am looking to best describe my distant behaviour and ways is inquisitive,"
You also question yourself very quickly, as if you don't really know what you should be writing, this seems a very negative way to start a book.
Of course this is all based on presumption, if you are to ask philosophical questions and base your writings on thought processes, then you really need the knowledge to back it up.
All that aside, I love reading books about people wandering about, thinking, so good luck, I'd like to see more to see where you take it.