immense suffering can to others be deeply cynical
but still the brain gravitates, it wants to drizzle its brain oi
over the bayonet to slash forward one's way in life.
there is also many meditative modes, with the perilous imbalance
one can be a hand full of ash thrown into the air which disappears on the wind.
there is no intermediate level because you live either a furnace of reckless energies
there is no relief from the cold it bring and very abruptly take you into the under-world,